everything beginning with something we called it love...
from the start we out of the womb of mother,,..
everything we got is love..
father's with the happiness..
welcome us to their world..
they rise us..
they hope we being the good person in this world..
they want to see all their children get what they want..
they always want to hear a sound of happiness,,
a laughing..
they crave a smiles for their children..
they will do anything..

until we grow..
they always behind us,...
support us..
until we can stand with our feet..
until we can run..
but...
we as a child..
we always forgot..
that they can't run anymore..

and..
we just let they go..
never look behind..
and they just see..
we grab a life..
out from them..

and when we find the love that we think more pure..
we don't see anymore our parent's..
but they still support us..
what we done..
and when our partner says...
"i don;t like you parents.. i feel that they hate me..."
and without questioning..
we drive them out..

and the time elapsed..

when we in trouble..
and when everything gone..
and when nowhere we can go..
and this time..
we looking back our parent..

but..

everything is too late..
when they need us the most..
we let them..
until the last breath,..
we don't care about them..
and now..
only then we mourn their gone..
asking forgiveness..
but they not exist anymore..
we just asking for a waste..

what a pitiful children..
anything have no important..
while we incomplete to give our love to them..

love your parents..
awhile they still have besides u..
mum..
dad..
i love u..
maybe i can't give a mountain gold..
but i can give a lot of love..
i know it's not comparable with your love..
live a universe,..
never have the end..
never have the limit..
but..
only that i can give u..~

hari yang penta dan tenang..~
aq x tau mau tulis ape..
so aq merapu la er..
aq nk cite time aq high school..
time uh aq selalu naik motor..
jalan2..
aq ske aqk x g sekolah..
coz aq leh bwk mtr sowang2,,..
 nti aq merayap..
racing sesowang..
hahahaha..
memori..
tapi.~
pade satu pagi yang hening..
mse aq otw nk g school..
de satu mamat bawak mtr kuar dari pintu pgr umah ie..
aq masih ingat warne mtr..
warne biru putih..
scooter..
chumel mamat uh..
aq nmpk die dalam kegelapan..~
dan keesokkannye aq cube carik balik mamat uh..
bwak mtr slow2..
then aq mesti smpi depan umah ie uh tepat mase time aq jmpe die first time dlu..
tp.~
aq mmg x leh jmpe ie pown...
bile aq ingat alek..
rindunyer~ =}
tapi uh cinte pandang pertame..
cinte ke??
x la..~
peasaan pade die~..
hahahhahahahaha...

lebey kurang cam ni ar..

tapi x serupa...~  ^_^

hari ni aku mengalami kebosanan yang melampau..

satu hari x de wat pe2 kat rumah..

rase mau nanges..

x leh g ane2..

hari ni my mother call..

sekali aku angkat phone die marah da~..

sebab da 11 kali die call...

aku nyer phone letak kat dalam beg..

malas mau pegang..

kalo aku kelek jek mentang uh de pe??

x de pe2 pown..

x de kedit..

x de sape2 yang aku nk contact..

huhuhuhu..

aqak aku kate aku putus cinte ke sampai x mo pegang phone..~

?? what the hell...

aq pakwe pown x kesampaian...

nk break,,...~

mengong tol..

hahahhahahahaha...

my sis said..

"aq yg duk paling jauh ni un selalu balik..

qo yang dekat cam uh pown susah sangat nk alek.."

bkn x mo alek meh,..

aku x rase kan perlu nk balik selalu..

kan mmg da jadi impian aku..~

ble aku duk jauh..

aku nk jarang2 balik..

ya~..

kenyataan nye aku da lakukan..

aku malas nk balik selalu..

biar sampai 3 - 4 bulan baru aku mau alek..

kadang2 aku rase my mother maybe akan merajuk nan aku...

but mum...

i want u to know..

although i not always by u'r side..

i still love u mom..

i want u to know..

that my love is wide like a sky..

deep like an ocean...

far like a universe,...

never have the end..

until the death..~

i have nobody in this world..

only u..

and my father..

i love u too..

i'm sorry..

if my love to u is not like my love to my mom..

but i still love u..

i know it's not fair..

but i can't hide it..

although...

u are the first person that accept me in that family...

but when i grow..

i want to reach the love from my mother..

and i let u go..

far away from my heart..

until i hurt u'r feeling...

and u never regret to love me...

to be by my side..

to give hope to me..

i know dad..

u love me..

otherwise i disrespectful to u...

otherwise my voice is louder to u..

u still talk with me slowly..

dad...

i'm sorry...

until the death...

this thing i will remember..

bermulanya hari praktikal yang sangat membosankan~..
menghadap kanak2 seharian..
mati aku rase kan..
huargh!~
baru seminggu aku masuk pied..
rase cam da sebulan kat situ..
KENAPE????
aku da terlalu stress menghadap semua tu..
kenape dengan KANAK2..
bermula nya hari yang konon2 nye indah ble dengar budak2 memekak menangis..
time nk buat keje..
punye la kuat menangis..
memekak!!!!!!!!!!!!
menyusahkan aku gle..
aku yang sepatutnyer balik pukul 9..
akan berlanjutan sampai pukul 9.30..
dah le hospital yang sangat menakutkan..
aku TERpaksa reda ...
menerima penderaan jiwa dan mental aku~..
argh!!~
=(