hari ni aku mengalami kebosanan yang melampau..

satu hari x de wat pe2 kat rumah..

rase mau nanges..

x leh g ane2..

hari ni my mother call..

sekali aku angkat phone die marah da~..

sebab da 11 kali die call...

aku nyer phone letak kat dalam beg..

malas mau pegang..

kalo aku kelek jek mentang uh de pe??

x de pe2 pown..

x de kedit..

x de sape2 yang aku nk contact..

huhuhuhu..

aqak aku kate aku putus cinte ke sampai x mo pegang phone..~

?? what the hell...

aq pakwe pown x kesampaian...

nk break,,...~

mengong tol..

hahahhahahahaha...

my sis said..

"aq yg duk paling jauh ni un selalu balik..

qo yang dekat cam uh pown susah sangat nk alek.."

bkn x mo alek meh,..

aku x rase kan perlu nk balik selalu..

kan mmg da jadi impian aku..~

ble aku duk jauh..

aku nk jarang2 balik..

ya~..

kenyataan nye aku da lakukan..

aku malas nk balik selalu..

biar sampai 3 - 4 bulan baru aku mau alek..

kadang2 aku rase my mother maybe akan merajuk nan aku...

but mum...

i want u to know..

although i not always by u'r side..

i still love u mom..

i want u to know..

that my love is wide like a sky..

deep like an ocean...

far like a universe,...

never have the end..

until the death..~

i have nobody in this world..

only u..

and my father..

i love u too..

i'm sorry..

if my love to u is not like my love to my mom..

but i still love u..

i know it's not fair..

but i can't hide it..

although...

u are the first person that accept me in that family...

but when i grow..

i want to reach the love from my mother..

and i let u go..

far away from my heart..

until i hurt u'r feeling...

and u never regret to love me...

to be by my side..

to give hope to me..

i know dad..

u love me..

otherwise i disrespectful to u...

otherwise my voice is louder to u..

u still talk with me slowly..

dad...

i'm sorry...

until the death...

this thing i will remember..